Tuesday, November 28, 2006

My Biggest Problem

My biggest problem overall is stress. Everyday, there's a new problem that demands my immediate attention and side tracks me from my plans. I plan every day with precision almost, aiming to do this, that and the other etc. then Something Else comes along, sidetracks me, so I end up doing nothing.
So frustrating....and all the time I see all the work piling up, increasing every day, collecting problems along the way, increasing my workload even more, sidetracking me again, meaning I do even less. Which increases stress even more.
Eventally, it reaches a stalemate, where I have so much to do that it prevents me from starting anything else because, sub conciously, I'm just waiting for the next problem to come along.
I just waste so much time dealing with problems that I have no time left for life - my life.
I'm always out, at work, having to do everything I have to do, according to responsibility, society or family, that I cannot begin to do what I want to do. I want to control my life, not have it controlled by everything else

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